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ゆきや れい
17 December 2008 @ 11:39 pm
I'm sending out late Christmas cards again this year.

So please leave me your name and address na? Comments will be screened ^^
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ゆきや れい
21 November 2008 @ 01:38 am

JUNHO-AH~~~~~~! <3333333
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ゆきや れい
09 November 2008 @ 12:12 pm
It's been a while but I think I should let go.
Even as friends, you don't even care to communicate.
I don't see the point.
If your feelings aren't there anymore just say it.
I don't want the false hope you've given me.
And I don't want a friend who doesn't care.

It breaks my heart to say this.
I'm sorry.

Good bye.
Current Mood: sadsad
Current Music: 02. Love Love Love (Astronica Remix) - 에픽하이 (Epik High)
ゆきや れい
28 October 2008 @ 06:34 pm
So... How's life?

Well, I had tonsillitis that Saturday and it went away and came back just this Saturday. It was worse. I felt dizzy from the fever, fatigue and loss of appetite.

Antibiotics helped ease away some pain and the puss but the swelling's still there. I didn't sleep at all last night and went to class this morning like a messed up idiot lalala cos the swelling in my throat made it hard for me to breathe when I sleep.

Went to the hospital today and a doctor said I needed surgery. I'm getting a second opinion because many said not to get them removed. Plus, I've grown attached to them (oh yea... damn cheesy *rolls eyes*).

I've got an A3 sized rabbit to draw and shade with technical pens, four 7" by 7" drawings to pass up technically tomorrow. 8 pieces of series photography, 5 sketches, an A3 poster and 2 folios. Oh and plus my moral assignment blog skribbleskoping and I'm matrika88 on there.

Oh yes, and Donghae says idiots are so damn small that he can squish them with 2 fingers.
Current Location: House > Room > Bed
Current Mood: annoyedannoyed at self
Current Music: 주문-MIROTIC - 동방신기
ゆきや れい
14 October 2008 @ 02:17 am
He came to see me just now. It was kinda weird.

For what?

He came to talk to me. AS a boyfriend and AS a friend.


He explained everything. Talked to me about his problems. And telling how he felt afraid that I'll leave him one day because of his unstable life and how he worries that he wouldn't be able to give me a happy life.

How do you feel?

I feel happy that he came to tell me everything in person. I'm also happy that he came and finally opened up to me. He could hardly smile when he came. But he did, later when I told him too because he looked like he was going to cry and I don't want to cry anymore.

So everything's okay?

Yea. We're best friends now. He made me promise if I find someone else, I should go for it. He also said this, "I don't know where I got the courage from to come and see you". I wanted to laugh, seriously. It was a weird promise. It was a weird the whole time really. Most of the time we were silent. So, like what I said to my sis, "I got dumped again but we're best friends now". Haha, anyway, I'm okay. Everything's cool. I just need to get used to the awkwardness when we talk as friends now haha xD
Current Mood: calmcalm
ゆきや れい
13 October 2008 @ 01:08 am
Hey peeps. Anyone knows where I can get the actual text in Japanese of what's written on the Shinra Employee ID card? I've been googling and I've only gotten pics but the text isn't clear so I can't really see. I've many translated versions of it, just thought I replicate the Japanese one cos I'm bored. Lol.
Current Mood: blankblank
ゆきや れい
09 October 2008 @ 10:38 pm
I have been spending my days and night searching for the styles of art that will inspire me. I have found many illustrations that brings me memories of half-breed humans such as mermaids, centaurs and cephalopod people. Dark and mysterious moods and tones...

Chiara Bautista also known as Milk, does wonderful illustrations.

Her illustrations has a certain mysteriousness and darkness. I love her cephalopod girls and skeletal birds she illustrates. Her style is just wonderful, bold, dark and mysterious.

Audrey Kawasaki is also someone I stumbled upon during this journey.

Her style is also dark and mysterious. She illustrates a nymph like girls that seems there and yet not there. Soft yet sensuous. She also seems to have the same interest as Chiara does, cephalopods and skeletal animals.
Current Mood: artisticartistic
ゆきや れい
27 September 2008 @ 03:24 pm
It's over.

He wants to be just friends. He said he rushed into things. And that when he thinks back to his career he won't have time to spend with me.

I kind of felt it coming though I've been praying for it to not happen.

I can't stop crying...

Mum's been asking but I don't know how to tell her.

I can't concentrate on my assignments... I don't feel like doing anything anymore.

It hurts too much.
Current Mood: sadsad
ゆきや れい
04 August 2008 @ 09:47 pm
Anyone knows any good sites for hosting a photography portfolio and blog for free which supports PHP? Currently cashless and inspiration depraved...

Also where to find good web layouts or codings? I have no HTMl/CSS skills whatsoever lalalalala... >_<;;;
Current Mood: blahblah
ゆきや れい
18 July 2008 @ 12:31 am
I'm getting a laptop for graphics design. Actually I've set my eyes on the Dell Inspiron 1520 but my mum wants me to find something else around RM1000 to RM3000 range...

I don't know what laptop I should get. I've also looked around on the net for used Apple computers.

Which one is better?
MacBook CoreDuo 2.0GHz/1G/60G/SD/APX (S28522)
PowerBook 15" (Titanium) G4/800MHz/512/40/Combo/AP (RR10385)

If it's possible to get a MacBook Pro around the RM1000 to RM3000 range, I'd love to get it!

But between those 2 above, which is better for graphics design?